i have not used blogger for a long time

the load of blogger is slow here under the internet connection.

i can type with dvorak without watching the keyboard. 

but i am accustomed to watch it even when i use qwert

the velo of my typing increases quite a lot this afternoon after i use it for a while.

the training of colemak stimulates my fluency of dvorak usage. it is really amazing.

there once was a time when i keep blogging everyday even using none smart cellphones.

blogger sticks on while live space closes several yrs ago.

blogger is clean and easy to use.

now the night really come. it is fully dark outside.

mac os is stabler than the former os i used each day, i have to reinstall win os several months after the usage. but mac os works fine and there is no signal of crash down and unstable.

i even install xp and arch linux in vb.

it seems that manjaro linux evolves quite well. the new version is beautiful. i downloaded a xfce version of it. it is quite powerful and handy to use. yaourt it easy to use though it is based on consol usage. i download and install most software by yaourt, it is even easier than pacmans

maybe after several months of usage i would be far more fluently in typing in dvorak that would be quite a different experience for me after my learing of the double pinyin ime which improves my typing speed quite a lot

i went there to water the flower together with mom. the two dogs are noisy.

it costs us about half an hr. then i went to print the 10 tables. i came back later and the air is bad in the afternoon. and the day is cloudy and cold.

i am back here in mac. i find no files in my usb drive. luckily, i can access the internet and dl it from the netdrive backup.

always online

no need to restart

reboot

cost time

mac is nice to hib

if there is ups prot

maybe i can use english more

no need to care for grammar and formalization

just a way to keep info

i once type a v long sms in nokia s40 phone at my college yr

first use the word dorm

and it turns out to be a genuie usage

opera mini opera mod and so on

now we come further

it comes nearer to the night

and i find i can still use dvorak quite fluently

i feel really happy that my mom and dad get well along each other again

it proves to me once again that one must work hard in order to achieve his goal

it is really easy to add dvorak in mac.

it is also a good way to train the brain. there are about five keyboards which are not v easy to type.

but several others are really easy to use. i wonder whether colemark works better than it.

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it seems that colemak would be easier to use 

maybe it can train my brain as an result

it is quite di

it is quite difficult to type in colemak in fact if you have little train of it

i think i can stick to the use of dvorak because i came to know and use it earlier than colemak

it is so easy to have both dvorak and colmak in mac and i can still use qwert for zh input

the type of f is not so easy t n y is a little farther for the finger to reach

How to loss weight without harm to health

How to loss weight without harm to health? Can we loose weight by running or jogging?

As to the topic of loosing weight, I recommend the method of doing sports.

I bought a treadmill three months ago and stick to run with it for the past three months . I keep a relatively veg diet too. Too much meat is not healthy to the vascular system. Since I am busy on weekdays and there are few time to run on the streets. I relax by running after my night reading time. Each time I read for about 30-40 minutes and run for 30 minutes. I lost about 2 pounds after I use it till now. I think there is no need to buy a highly-priced treadmill since I am not so addicted to those. I just bought a Weslo Cadence G 5.9 Treadmill

online from Amazon.com. It can fold up and saves space having 6 personal trainer workouts. It suits regular users who lives in small apartments. It is Just what I wanted. There is really no need to go for higher priced, more complicated treadmills for me. It is not so noisy as I have imagined. Especially enough for jogging, I love it!

一个手机怎样下载使用多个微信

转载自 https://www.weijiju.cn/2016/02/09/%E4%B8%80%E4%B8%AA%E6%89%8B%E6%9C%BA%E6%80%8E%E6%A0%B7%E4%B8%8B%E8%BD%BD%E4%BD%BF%E7%94%A8%E5%A4%9A%E4%B8%AA%E5%BE%AE%E4%BF%A1/

1.lbe平行空间双开助手（这个比较安全稳定，推荐）
2.网上的微信多开器（版本繁多，不定期需要更新，安全性有待验证）
3.360奇酷、乐视1s等手机自带微信小号支持微信双开，可同时登录两个微信，不会封号

how to prevent and cure chronic renal failure or uremia

Chronic renal failure, uremia is relatively  difficult to cure, even kidney transplantation face the danger of rejection, infection and recurrence.  Hemodialysis, peritoneal dialysis and other methods ARE ineffective to cure the disease. In many cases Hemodialysis is very painful, people will only left a very low immunity. Relatives pairing is the best, if not only social matching can work building the waiting process would be long because so many people need .

The following FEW habits may cause chronic nephritis:

1. holding back (both men and women), which is taboo nephropathy (acute nephritis due to holding back of daily habit, male prostate, female urethritis)
2. sedentary cause pelvic congestion (some people do not like to drink water ,we need drink boiled water or wolfberry chrysanthemum tea) Inflammation plus sedentary, like eating poison (chronic nephritis caused impotence —- – — uremia)

3.the misuse of antibiotics (colds, diarrhea, headaches and other ailments, remember to use only WHEN there is infection.The huge influence of antibiotics on the kidneys, liver and nervous system has been so popular)

4.keep away from too much fried, salt, monosodium glutamate food (it has been proven eating these food affect the human nervous system and cause hypertension (renovascular hypertension can cause chronic renal failure, acute renal disease and uremiaheart disease , cardiovascular disease etc.)

5.eat pullulated river fish, shrimp, catfish, lobster (many business runners put inside hormones, contraceptives, etc which harm  the kidneys). It turns out to BE in a very high incidence of kidney disease

6.Seldom eat whole grains, fruits, vegetables, meat only diet (pork, beef, especially some people like fried chicken), it is very easy to cause nephropathy with such eating habit

7.Little movement and weak desire to drink water. People who do not like drinking water are very easy to get kidney disease

8.staying late at night, reversing day and night (biological clock has been severely damaged) 9.sexuality too strong causing frequent urination and finally becomes chronic nephritis

10. Too much pressure causes the heart to work overload, causes a strong load return to the blood flowing to kidney, causing kidney congestion or inflammation

Some had chronic nephritis, acute nephritis, and so on. Do not be too anxious. Take care of our own health, prevention is the best cure. If the disease develops already ,find the cause, treat actively and optimistically, there will be improvement or cure in large  probability .

My experience and memories on Linux using

I fall in love with Linux when I was at college.  Once I searched on the Internet and find it an operating system that can compete with Microsoft Windows. There is also an OS called Mac OS which is attractive, but only Linux and free and open-source. There are widely range of different version of Linux.  Among them are popular Linux versions such as Ubuntu Linux , Linux mint, Fedora ,SUSE Linux. The ranking of them on distrowatch changes constantly as newer versions develop and old ones die out . 

Debian and slackware are two of the oldest ones. While slackware is only used by researchers and some geek, debian is widely used on servers due to its stability.

What’s more, many different versions are diverged from debian, one of the most famous one is Ubuntu. Linux mint is based on Ubuntu. And they both use the package system called deb. Another popular package system is RPM of redhat. Fedora and SUSE are based on it. Many third party Linux sofwares offer deb and rpm installers. It is difficult to install software from the tar.gz source code. Linux versions such as arch Linux and gentoo are unique at their ways of handling it. Gentoo users can “emerge –the name of the softwares” to compile softwares. Because gentoo uses a package managing system similar to that of BSD-antoher Unix based operating system which is called portage. Arch users can make use with the similar ‘pacman’method to install softwares. Under deb based Linux systems , we usually need to update the software resources in order to meet the relying relation of the installation. I once tried an arch-based version called chakra which tries a way of packing all relative relies in the installer package making it similar to the Windows exe msi or Mac OS img installers. However, most Linux versions still rely on so-called software managers to install softwares.

Among the various Linux versions , I tried Ubuntu earlier . I learned of it in the year of 2007. I do not how to install it so I downloaded different versions of ISO called i386 net install and so on. In fact ,what I need to a clean desktop versions which either gnome or kde desktop manager installed. Kde is still on version 3 and gnome on version 2 at that time. Though I tried Ubuntu 7.04 in virtual machine, the real first common use version of Linux is Ubuntu 8.04. We can also ask for free Ubuntu cd from canonical on the shipit program. Since I know little of how to install it on my desktop .  I asked for one on canonical shipit in May and the cd was shipped to me in June from Holland. So I am grateful for Ubuntu as my first guide to Linux and open-source world. Ubuntu even has an amazing convenient feature to install Ubuntu within Windows with wubi installer without any formation of disks and so many other inspection process . But wubi is ceased to develop several years later.

Is there any replacement for Windows operating system?

Does Linux work fine to satisfy daily usage ?

where to store photos forever

which picture storage service is the best?

I checked one of my picassa album and found many of the precious photos taken when I was at college. IT IS a total surprise to find some of the photos taken when I was still a freshman. The photos can be displayed with a timeline style. How wonderful it is to enjoy the old  memories  of the past golden days! Thank Google! Thank Picasa! Since I did not own a smartphone when I was at college ,the photos taken are not so clear to view. If it is convenient as the Apps of smartphone today, I think I can store more meaningful photos of the past. I once used Nokia’s new web service-one web album which is called ovi to store my photos but it is a great pity that ovi closed a few years later and I loose the photos stored there. I think we had better choose stable web storage service offered by large Internet companies. Flickr ,for example ,was opened in the year of 2004. It reached its apex when it hit 44 million visits per month in the first quarter of 2008. However, Instagram is a service boosted by the population of smartphones. It had just hit 1 million users at the end of 2010. But it reached the millstone of 3OO million users!

Flickr was acquired by Yahoo in 2005， but Yahoo has the intention to sell it. Instagram was acquired by Facebook in April, 2014. Instagram is more popular among people who use smartphones to take photos and share with others. And Flickr still sticks to be a strict photography sharing website.

If you wanna store your private photos safely for a long time, you may need to upload them to different service providers in order top back them up. For example ,we can use both Flickr and Picasa to store camera-taken photography ,and share n store pictures taken by phones with Instagram and Dropbox. Some of the most precious photos can be stored in our emails to store forever. And it is convenient to send it anywhere for a backup when the web service face the danger of close-up.

Are there any ways to track the WordPress traffic?

There are several days that I am focused on using blogger which more convenient to post blogs. I tried to search the widgets this afternoon ,and find there are so many of them. It is similar to Firefox and chrome, highly –customizable. Because I want to track the traffic of the blog ,so I search and find an WordPress widget called Visitors Traffic Real Time Statistics. It is a powerful widget that provides “Hits counter that shows analytical numbers of WordPress site visitors and hits”. I also find a widget that allows sharing of the blog posts to SNS sites, the option even includes kindit, Evernote and Gmail. So it is highly recommended to use WordPress though we are only starters. It is a blog system that are both complicated and convenient to use. We can get what we need from it if we are patient and manage to learn step by step.

ways to track traffic and share WordPress blogs to SNS such as Facebook and Twitter

Are there any ways to track the WordPress traffic?

which smartphone has the highest quality-price ratio ?

which smartphone has the highest quality-price ratio ? ASUS ZenFone 2 reaches 50410 points in Antutu Benchmade,that is higher than Galaxy Note 4、and Meizu MX4.it is equipped with 64-bit Intel 2.3GHz Quad Core processor,4GB RAM and 64GB storage.Pricing at only $299,it is one of the best smartphones with high quality -price ratio

知名vps服务商bluehost 年初限时优惠 最低$3.49/月

知名vps服务商bluehost 年初限时优惠
BlueHost Starter原价$5.99/月，现仅需$3.49/月
BlueHost Plus 原价$10.99/月， 现仅需$3.95/月
注意后者仅仅多花费$0.46却可以享受无限容量、域名绑定等，推荐BlueHost Plus，一年费用300，自助建站等绰绰有余！点击专属链接购买
哪里有便宜的vps？怎样自助建站？

what is the best email service in the world? which email is more handy to use? is there unlimited email storage around the world?which email should I choose?

what is the best email service in the world? which email is more handy to use? is there unlimited email storage around the world?which email should I choose?

there are 3 largest email service providers in the US,namely Gmail,Ymail and Outlook mail. I use Gmail most often. but the storage limit of Gmail is only about 15G.Ymail has 1T storage which is almost unlimited to most of our daily use.Outlook mail is officed by Microsoft,it is also a stable email service with advanced support. among the 3 services, I still reckon Gmail is the most handy and powerful one with customizable features supported. Outlook mail is flashy but improves a lot in recent years. I just spend about ten minutes on finding where to change the default font size in it.I finf it is located at right side of the screen. there is a Apps settings . there are office365 and mail in it. click mail ,and then we go to the real setting option of Outlook mailbox. we can set whether and how we forward emails from it, what the default font is and what is the size and so on. it is a pity that there is no auto-capitalization function in the composing mode.

several other excellent email services aroud the world inclueds yandex mail from Russia ,netease mail from China, which both provide free unlimited email storage and 50M attachment support.

Beyonce at Super Bowl

when will NFL Super Bowl round start?
Tomorrow, 6:30 PM on CBS
Levi's Stadium
The Super Bowl is the grandest television event in the United States, with last year's halftime show drawing a record 118.5 million viewers.
British rock band Coldplay will give a performance with Beyonce at Super Bowl's championship game in San Francisco
what is the name of album?
Beyoncé has dropped a new song called“Formation”.
“Formation” is the Queen Bey's first solo song in over a year, it is a total  surprise with no warning at all. though the year of 2015 is a relatively quiet year for Queen B,we can enjoy her performance recently with Coldplay and Bruno Mars on super bowl
what is super bowl?
The Super Bowl is the annual championship game of the National Football League (NFL), the highest level of professional football in the United States.

how can I earn Amazon gift voucher

many people may wonder how we can get Amazon voucher which is equal to cash in order to buy products on Amazon uk,especially those students who need extra money. in fact,there are a range of different ways we can do that. here is just one:if you are a British university student, you can take part in this survey and get a £10 Amazon gift voucher.click the link below to check the details
https://www.westminster.ac.uk/study/current-students/news/2016/calling-all-undergraduates-complete-the-student-survey
check hot deals on amazon:http://amzn.to/1Pse5gM

哪些银行的卡跨行ATM机取款免收手续费？（一）

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实用主义的思考
关于形而上的思索有时候的确会吸引我们。但是“对于真理的追求”究竟能否成为大众生活的动力依然是一个很大的疑问。实用的、舒适的、幸福的，这就是人们日常所追求和满足于的事物。虚幻缥缈的臆想只能抚慰绝望的灵魂，呆板机械的作使只能磨损工作的动力。是的，实用，就是基于这一简单而实在的要求，大多数人在生活的实在与个人的满足之间达成一致，我们需要认真对待生活，而其理由并不是因为客观事物都是实实在在的，而仅仅是因为我们的需求是实实在在的。所以，多数人无所谓被认定为偏向于唯物或唯心，他们所信奉的仅仅是现实的思考，即基于个人经验和实用理性的认识而已。

网赚都有哪些渠道和方法-网赚漫谈

关于网赚最早在2008年开始尝试，可惜一直没有真正做起来。一开始只是知道网上会有一些小活动，比如最开始通过天涯问答积分兑换话费。随后接触系统的网赚知识，知道有挂机网赚、点击站。但是那两者都没有做到支付。垃圾站很多，当时没有了解到调查网赚的信息。博客、网站方面也没有深入，真正浅尝辄止。2012年忽然又萌发了网赚的兴趣，当天再次注册了paypal之类，还真的找到日付的小点击站，收获0.1美元左右的小小进账，随后donkeymails，neobux等又注册一大堆，说实在一个也没有坚持下去。博客网赚当时视野也极窄，一开始用过blogger，确实是一个极佳的平台，搜索权重大，虽然国内不能访问，但是海外流量来得容易，当时由于访问不便，没有再次打理，竟然想在国内博客sp找一个安身之所，什么和讯博客还需要多少积分才可以挂一两个js代码，现在想想那个网页实在是不美观，这两年都不再使用也很少通过搜索引擎进入和讯博客的页面。可见从内容量和搜索权重上和讯都是不行的。新浪博客。网易博客则不然，包括已经关闭的百度空间。可惜这些大型博客服务都不支持个人添加广告代码。最多能够搞一些商品推广。后来注册了网赚之家，渐渐从调查网赚做起，注册了国内的调查通，明路、天会，gtm，国外的苏格拉底，脑协会等，国内的调查有的还有扣量，做得很辛苦，也没有收到几次款，记得一开始有几个支付宝收款的小型口子查一个几块钱，倒是得来甚易。当时支付宝还有到账短信通知，这些调查的信息在网上很好找，乃至于一些网站还不定时公布“调查攻略”，每天起来固定看一下邮箱收到哪些调查。后来比较一下，还是国外调查收益更为可观，还认识了社区调查。性价比差距很大，社区真正自己操作就进入了一个，每个月给25美元。有一个高性价比调查站每个月定期三个左右调查每个15美元。苏格拉底性价比不是特别高但是确实比较稳定。后来，由于时间和精力限制，调查站基本上全部放弃了，现在还剩下一个土豆调研社区，有兴趣就做一些，也结出好多张50元亚马逊券了。记得当初做国外调查，收到的还有德国亚马逊券，法国亚马逊券。有一个法国小型音乐社区，只不过那些券好像都没有出手，面值太小了，三年有效期，后来都浪费了吧。其他一些比较不容易兑换的券还有加拿大亚马逊券、星巴克券、有一次给了一个15美元虚拟visa券，也可能是给的时候就临近过期了，自己又不会用，也浪费掉了，现在想想那种东西也不少用处啊。现在已经是2016年，2013-2015几乎又是一个停顿期，2014年下半年开市的股市行情一开始没有跟上，比较保守，只通过淘宝理财购买过很少的基金，2015年4月底入市已经是牛市尾巴了，到5月28日，股市急转直下，不懂止损，前期搞次新股的盈利几乎一扫而空。进入2016年股市和全球经济更是黯淡无光。现在想想还是多开拓一些渠道、掌握一些技能为妙，多学习一些知识，提升自己的认识境界，无论在何种环境下都是不多余的。不要惧怕自己的浅薄，也不要顾忌自己起点低，正式现实中的匮乏和不足才促使我们去奋斗、去争取。无怨无悔的一生，需要的是有坚实的意义，让这一生值得永远铭记。

how to set a WordPress blog site on an vps server

setting my first WordPress blog site on an vps server and getting verified

it is until now that I set a WordPress blog site on vps by my own. I tried for the first time about 2 weeks ago.it is quite easy to do this on vultur vps. I can get a WordPress site by just several clicks. and WordPress is really powerful and customizable with so many widgets to use . I tried for several days in order to get my site verified. I just completed it this noon. it seems I am not so familiar with the compouding of website . so though I can recognize the folder in Linux vps. I do not know where to put the verify file. I used a FTP software but I found this vps only supports winscp which is much safter. I upload it to var/www and then I go to every folders of it and uploaded one. then I passed the verification successfully . another thing I done these days is buy a domain name for the first time which spend me about forty cny. I completed domain resolution and domain setting on both sites and now I can access my own site with my own domain. what a wonderful experience!

良夜勿轻安 Do not go gentle into that good night歌词翻译 转载

良夜勿轻安 日将暮兮骥上鞍

Do not go gentle into that good night
不要温和地走进那个良夜

Old age should burn and rave at close of day
白昼将尽,暮年仍应燃烧咆哮

Rage, rage against the dying of the light
怒斥吧,怒斥光的消逝

Though wise men at their end know dark is right
虽然在白昼尽头,智者自知该踏上夜途

Because their words had forked no lightning they
因为言语未曾迸发出电光,他们

Do not go gentle into that good night
不要温和地走进那个良夜。

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
好人,当最后一浪过去,高呼着他们脆弱的善行

Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay
本来也许可以在绿湾上快意地舞蹈

Rage, rage against the dying of the light
所以,他们怒斥,怒斥光的消逝

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight
狂人抓住稍纵即逝的阳光,为之歌唱

And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way
并意识到,太迟了,他们过去总为时光伤逝

Do not go gentle into that good night
不要温和地走进那个良夜

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
严肃的人,在生命尽头,用模糊的双眼看到

Blind eyes could blaze like 4)meteors and be gay
失明的眼可以像流星般闪耀,欢欣雀跃

Rage, rage against the dying of the light
所以,他们怒斥,怒斥光的消逝

And you, my father, there on the sad height
而您,我的父亲,在生命那悲哀之极

Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears I pray
我求您现在用您的热泪诅咒我,祝福我吧

Do not go gentle into that good night
不要温和地走进那个良夜

Rage, rage against the dying of the light
怒斥吧,怒斥光的消逝

can I use WeChat on PC?

can I use WeChat on PC? the answer is yes. you can download the newest version of it here: https://weixin.qq.com/cgi-bin/readtemplate?t=win_weixin&lang=en
in order to use it on PC, we need to register WeChat account via mobile device. Log in WeChat on PC need to scan the QR Code on the computer with the QR Code scanner located within our phone's WeChat app. Once we scan the code, confirm login on the device.

Alibaba and Tecent, IM battle playing on

I still remember Alibaba launched a promotion of its own IM APP called laiwang in 2013. they offer bonuses in laiwang groups. so many people joned and got the bonus to spend on buying online. but the IM APP cannot keep users in , it soon dimmed after the spring festival. I think it is ridiculous to have so many different Apps aiming at different targets but failed at last. for example ,Alibaba has aliwangwang which is targeted to communicate between buyers and users. it is not very smooth to use but many people have to install it due to the need to communicate with sellers, you cannot imagine how bad the user experience of wangwang online version is. then Alibaba launched laiwang which are targeted to beat WeChat but fail wholefully. at the last half of 2015， Alibaba came out the idea of integrating IM function with its online payment app-alipay. it is a new idea but seems not to be a good one. so it is not so widely known in the past few months. And now Alibaba paly the good game. they wanna use bonuses to lull people into groups and stay. many people get tens and hundreds of friends in alipay easily because it can read the phone contact and find real friends easily. but I still wonder whether people will communicate as frequently as in other formal IM APPs. but it is still necessary to play against WeChat, because WeChat is now integrated with jd.com which is a strong competitor with Alibaba. JD develops fast especially in big cities and is now launching more branches to small cities and towns in order to get larger market share . JD is similar to Amazon, and Taobao is similar to ebay. maybe tecent can beat Alibaba if its social networking business works. we can see that whether Alibaba and tecent can pay the price for failure. there are crisis all around together with chances in the twentiy-first century for all enterprises. BAT is effective in China Internet area, but they all face great uncertainty in the coming ten years.

醉清欢

都道是鸡鸣万事无休歇，一生俱是险难接。春华正好未几时，早又是那个清秋节！

韶华好

一杯浊酒难解愁，年少时光逐水流。悲歌一曲似呦呦，梦中缱绻且休休。

好梦依

寒灯下书卷漫展，月光下独坐床头。佳人本也寂寞，相思却为恁个？2016年1月25日07:23:19

麦瑟夫

一

麦瑟夫回忆起过去的日子，那些日子让他留恋，但是过去的事物毕竟一去不复返了。“别人都变得面目全非了，我好像还是我自己。记忆不一定可靠，印象更是如此。但是，究竟什么事物更为坚实可靠呢？”

“我不愿意在这样下去，因为我已经虚度了三十年时光。假如你有足够的时间，你就可以重走来时路，就可以尝试不同的途径，一切都不必被称为是失败。真正的勇者唯独在残酷的时光流逝中败下阵来。”

  麦瑟夫也好久没有静下心来阅读了，读些什么呢？此时心境难以平静，再也没有学生时代的安逸娴雅。“走到这个路上，你就会真切地感受到后面一声声吆喝催逼着，稍迟一点还会着鞭子——我们本来是命运的主人，而此时竟不知不觉成为了命运的奴仆”。

  也许经历了这么多年，麦瑟夫的心境竟然没有多大改变，这在自然界中也是一种莫大的奇迹呵！尽管他也忧困过，更多的时候则是坦然。然而他也同样是无力的，在命运面前，在人生的旅途中。

  “我可以使自己更无畏，但是问题是我的坚强无畏能够持续多久？”麦瑟夫不是一个轻易懈怠的人，但是近来他也时常感到懈怠弥漫自己的身心。

  也许只有在回忆中，我把捉住生活的真实，眼前的景致倒是模糊的，未来是难以预测的。荒诞的是我们的感觉，记忆却给理性提供了一个最美的避风港。那里是人生的伊甸园，一个未受染污的地方，如今已经成为远方、远方…

  假如我只是寻觅自己的幸福，貌似并不是一件极端困难的事情。但是，这么多我我深爱的人呵，他们，他们的幸福何在？他们在过去的旧路上沉沦已久，我本想唤醒他们，不料却把自己也带累了。

  我一度听之任之，乃至于想要放弃。但是，我发现有一份东西是我需要用尽一生去守候的。予我所爱，我将无悔。

  我们可以任意洗濯自身的衣物，但是我们永远无法窥视到自己灵魂最深的所在。在暗夜的昏沉中，只有那里还存在着觉醒的悸动，但是那一切和我无关。我仍然沉睡着，梦未醒时，一切与我无关。

  “麦瑟夫，你听着，不要太在乎别人怎样看待你，因为你本来就不是别人的摆设。你必须坚强，不落人后，成为生活的强者，然后，才可以谈你诗意的梦想。这或许比较乏味，也比较艰难，但这就是生活的委曲之路，既然不能直达，不妨历览一下异样的光景。”

  不痛不痒的日子过惯了，还有一点就是不相信自己。只相信生活的现有状态，我们被眼前的“秩序”麻痹了。假如这就是生活的全部，生活就真的乏味了。

  二

  麦瑟夫厌倦了乏味的感觉，他试图走到人群中，去发掘不乏味的感觉。不过这一次，他可能又要失望了。

  因为失望所以失望，因为欢喜所以欢喜，我们的感觉不需要理由。生活如此，人生的梦想和价值更是如此。但是，为什么这么多人快乐不起来呢？我们终日忙碌、忧扰不休，究竟是为了什么呢？

  很多年前，自己还很青涩。麦瑟夫回想着。是的，很青涩，但那的确是一段最好的时光呵！假如现在是江流的下游当时就是一渠清流，多么美好青葱的岁月啊。是的，我仅会用最平淡的语言勾勒出一个大致的影像，而真实的情境同样一去不复返了。

  也许用不了多久，当下的时光也会成为记忆呢！这就是了，每一天都是这样，无限的可能，可以容纳无限的感知。不因各种限制条件的桎梏而稍微失色。去它的乱七八糟！我就只要拿走这一份属于我的丰盈和充实，就在当下，就在这眼前的每分每秒。

  当你所向无敌，你或许也不会感受到孤独，因为你本就孤独。当你四处碰壁，你或许也不会感受到孤独，因为你心知有人与你共同遭际。唯独在多数时候，因为平庸，你感受到孤独，你不甘于降低水准，更高的目标却是可畏的，你将何去何从？身边不是没有这样处境的人，但是他们也迷惑、也困顿，而且不愿他人知晓，所以这些人也注定孤独。

  麦瑟夫不是一个易于沦入孤独的人，他有许多向往的东西，比如快乐、比如自由，但是他并未向往不孤独，因为他与孤独为伍，他已经与孤独难解难分了。

  如果生活不是一马平川，那就让风暴来得更猛烈些吧！麦瑟夫有时候非常怯弱，有时候又非常刚强，但是现实毕竟是难为的。

  麦瑟夫最惧怕虚度时光，这一点还不算是杞人忧天。“我能做些什么呢？摆在我面前的无数选择？但是我只有两双手！”是的，多余的，就来生再试吧！“我要对抗虚无，只有强力的勇敢的坚笃的意志才能够冲破生的迷雾。我需要轻装而行，只需要看得清路，这就够了。”

  麦瑟夫意识到过去自己多数时候只是一个无聊的乏味的捕风者，我相信自己的思想，但是却一直被自己的行为欺骗了。扼杀自身价值的主谋，竟然就在眼前！经受了痛苦的长期蹂躏，他变得更为警觉了，更敏感了。但有时候，敏感也并不见得是一件好事。

“过去我是一名捕风者，就像西西弗斯。如今不同了，我必须走出怪圈，哪怕是一步一步慢慢跨出。”

  麦瑟夫一直谦虚谨慎，但是也不见得就无人会误解他。现在他意识到别人的惊诧了，好的，“我知道需要怎么做了，需要时间、时间…”

狂热的壮志早已消褪，旧日的自己也不再值得怜悯。没有了看点，就好像故意加工似的。不可能再冒险，但是尺寸之地亦难容安身。“我不会走走停停，我要把对生的挚爱，点缀在这平凡的躯壳上。2016年1月25日00:03:16

it is the night before Oct in 2014 that I found a way to type in double Pinyin with Sogou in Linux. but I used Linux less these two or three years. I used several versions of them after my graduation. I once installed archbang,chakra,bodhi.Linux mint and Ubuntu kylin on my computer.I even installed a Mac OS leopard in virtualbox on Linux. but there is less time to idle away. time really flies! and the weekend was gone. tommorrow is Monday again

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Manfaat buah buahan...
how I wish to go back to college again! but that dream would never come true.though I installed vps successfully ,there is still certain sites which I cannot access steadily.
I open a new blog in blogger. I can still remember  the days when I post each day in blogger several years ago
it is a pity that there is still  no auto-completion function added again